The geeky smexy mustache

Alright a short post before i head to bed!(It's always a rush post,but it's okay,i think my fingers enjoy dancing on the keyboard though.)
Yeah,a bad ass photo of me with a smexy mustache right? I bet all the girls will fall for me,cause i'm too handsome. (Thick skin to the max,but maybe that's the reason why my boyfriend fall for me,i'm too handsome & i know.)

Alright,gotta go out tomorrow with twinney & mum woke up not long,just to nag at me because she's selfish.

Argh whatever,anyway just some random stuffs that i found in the drawer,yeah fucking ugly photos of me via neoprints,seriously it's been ages since i take neoprints,the last took was around secondary 2-3? 

Have fun & epic moments but well come to think,secondary school seems just so sucky as usual because i look so cui.

Argh fucked up but forget it, i remember my classmates used to call me "Q-mo" because of my hair,i guess i get bullied by all these nonsense,that's why i called it 'epic',kinda childish but come to think,the past me..is so goddamn funny,naive too. 

Plus i wonder how much did i spend on these,fucking lot but well it's taken good care of it,so ..

Oh & tempted to throw away these because it's goddamn ugly,i swear it's so fugly that i can't imagine that's me..

Alright,shall just tweet my way to sleep,goodnights people !

Ps://I don't know how to smile infront of the camera,if i were to show those fugly photos on the blog,i bet people will laugh their ass off,seriously ugly max and i stare with a pedophile smile,i literally laugh at that photo,but then..when i camwhore,it's a total different me..maybe i did improve? Or maybe i don't love myself last time? 

First ear piercing in my whole damn life.

Picture of the day.
Woke up early yesterday because of my parents,they woke me at 9am while my alarm clock sets at 10am,so ended up preparing early and set off to boyfriend's house.
Reach his house about 11am?
Which is quite early, i guess? While he's busy with the job interview stuffs because of his resume and he got so many calls,like a busy man! I'm like actually nua on his bed with the aircon switched on!

 Lemme fast forward,so i actually camwhore while he's bathing!
Camwhoring with his carebear and wearing his big-tee but it's too big so.. he can't really wear it out,but i think it's a good use for me to sleep..aircon with this long sleeve,paradise you know ?!
So we actually wasted money on the first interview (Taxi kill people's money).
Then went to Sunshine plaza then went to Nex,for his second job interview & this time round,which i guess he'll be there working soon?
(While waiting for his interview to finish,alot of girls keep bio(looking) at him, tsk. Oh and i nearly..fall asleep on the table because his interview is quite long..doze off..)
Then we actually went around Nex to walk around etc,but got so.. attracted to his earring..because i don't have one,then while choosing for boyfriend...i got tempted & plus boyfriend's motivation(including calling back home,asking my mum should i pierce, Laugh out loud).
I decided to pierce two holes,so ya here we go.

Jasmine's first ear piercing,in my whole life...
I'm always afraid to have piercing because it's painful,but ya to be honest,i found it still painful but a little okay & i just ate abalone chicken noodle,hope i won't get infection though.
I know i'm like super whimp (humji) but ello, first time for me is..like a great big step !
Impossible to possible,time to get some couple earring soon.
After all the walk around,we actually ended up looking at small metal stuffs(earring,ring,necklace etc)
Then sent him off to the bus stop and ta-da i'm back home.
Alright,this short post and i'm gonna to sleep early like..now ?!
1:42am right now and i should be drop dead on bed,feel so drain..like it's killing me,zombie eyes.
Goodnights everybodeh or to whoever who's reading it right after i post.
(oh and good news, i think it's not pain anymore,huat ah!Yay for me.)
I'm so looking forward to new earrings,time to get some ring cross earring,fucking chio and i know it.

I'm lost in my journey

It's been a few weeks since i last blogged,so happening & yet i'm so lazy to blog about it.

But i'm still active in Instagram,Tumblr,Path & Twitter so..i guess most of my friends or followers that followed me know that what's going on and so on. 

Alright shall gave it a rant about what's on my mind right now, usually i feel like blogging but i need to prepare photos & think of what to write..then the next thing, i happen to be doing something instead of blogging about it & yup that goes my day.

Rants about my life & what happened already.

1.Studies

My previous blog-post did mention about "Enrolling to Nafa",yup .. it's a good news but sadly,I screw it up.

I did have my contract and i didn't sign because of one damn thing & i guess it's fated to be like this.

"The financial problem"

 To be honest,I'm not some rich family's kid but at least my parents can afford me to go public school instead of privates,i'm naive at the same time so..people can't get in because of their gpa points or maybe they failed the auditions,yet i'm like nearly..to get into this art school,but this fucking financial problem pops out,well i bought my dad there when we're about to sign the damn contract,I can sign myself but without my dad, i guess i'll be so stupid to sign that fucking expensive contract which i might need to pay S$48k.Well basically I don't think i'll have that kind of money for now..(if i sign,I'll be a big heavy burden to my parents,though I'm already a burden but including this,I don't think my parents are able to afford and i might get sue for not paying and not reading it properly.Okay please scold me for being so stupid) 

Well i know the person in charge of this is trying to explain but in her own way,at the same time speaking very loudly in the signing contract places where there's other people over there can even overheard our conversation, basically to me..it's humiliating,i know she's trying to explain the law and consequences,plus she say i screw up one of the fucking contract,and blahblahblah. 

Just one word, "Humiliating" to the core.

At that point of time,I actually wanna cried all out because i feel like i'm some useless junk,how i fucking wish that my boyfriend is right there though he did meet me when my dad drop me at Bugis Street.

I'm glad that my boyfriend & twinney is there for me when i really do need them,whenever i'm with them..i don't feel stress or i can even forget about what bad things had already happen to me.

It's like a regret,at the same time not,so i'm back in square one again..

2.Relationships

I actually wanna do a photo blog post for this,because i think it's like never expected.

But i'll still do a photo blog post once i edit those photos. 

(Alright grandma story alert)

We were just strangers from the start,i get to know him via MapleStory(i know this is insane cause i'd never date any people via online games) through a friend,complicated story.. but i'll just gonna rant it all out. 

This friend of mine,likes my boyfriend and during that time ,I'd already learn my lesson of not falling for online people anymore,it's stupid to get hurt just because of this. Though now that friend of mine,deleted us from twitter,facebook and so on,i don't really know whether she delete me on Maple buddy list or not,but if not because of her,i don't think i'll meet my boyfriend. 

Okay let me summarize it,two girls fought for my boyfriend & during that time, i was actually giving my boyfriend some advice of what i thought,I'mma a peacemaker yo,literally fairness.

Then twinney & her couple,including me was actually planning for Sentosa outing so.. during that time i was actually disturbing my boyfriend by calling him 'boss',we text & i ask him to join us,so..he did came,it was a little bit awkward but i'll try my way to make it fun instead of awkward,throughout the whole journey, i was actually disturbing him,after sentosa & taking alot of photos,we actually cab to bugis to have our dinner,steamboat yo!

I actually told my boyfriend that I can't use chopstick, yeah i know i failed,I'm an asian and i don't know how to use chopstick. 

But surprisingly he grab food for me,sort of touching but ya.

So after we finished,it's already super late and i'm rushing for my last bus so i cross the road,the moment i left, he's emo-ing at one corner cause the rest are taking mrt while I'm taking bus home! 

So we text and so on,then blahblahblah.. (not gonna write more so i shall just skip to the part we're together)

Twinney actually gave up her slot of watching "The Avengers" for him,she's like our matchmaker & so..during the outing..it's just two of us watching with the Nuffnang bloggers(Saw many bloggers & i'm like a excitedgirl93).

During the half of the show,he was actually holding my hand cause i'm cold,but ya i think I'm so romantic,i pick the random timing and tell him my answer so..after the movie,we're together & like some shy couple.

Okay story ends here. (I know I'm like some auntie writing over here and who care about this,but well..this is my blog & i'll read and laugh at myself!)

We started super fast ,quite alot of things in common & surprisingly,every single day..bit by bit falling more for him,loving him now & so on.

When i'm with him,it seems..like .. we've been together for months !

Baby,if you're looking at this and manage to read finish,just wanna tell you..you make me find love again in this hopeless society !

3.What did i do these a days.

Drawing : My hands can't fulfilled my goals right now.. i can't find inspiration & i'm negatively..aimless.

Gaming : Playing Maple & Audition,like some crazy kid that never touch the games before.

Eat. Sleep. Text. Game & what's more ? Social network! 

Maybe i did do something,other then listening to songs, i love hanging out with my boyfriend or twinney & walk around town or sentosa,enjoying being a tourist & taking photos,aiming to have photos like tumblr's. 

Thanks to my boyfriend who's willing to spend time with me via feet,i know he's having his 2.4km soon & yet he's still accompanying me,really baby,hard times for you.. 

4.Plans.

The only plan is to draw,get my portfolio & maybe finding a job,i swear..it's a must,to get into poly,i don't wanna people come show off to me & along with my parent's nag,i'd enough of it..

I know too many people look down on me,i wanna prove to them but some how,fate twist the other way round. 

Life goes on & it sucks. 

Just so glad that Boyfriend & Twinney is there for me. (crying face)    

Wordy post but i like it. 

My blog might not be in perfect english but i know that only my close friends understand my posts.

Just wanna try make them be my motivation goals! 

Okay enough of ranting,typing & i should get to bed now,gonna meet boyfriend later to sentosa again & have long john silver! 

Hiak hiak hiak.